A Life Divided - Isolation

Isolation

did I lie?
I paint the sea in purple black
and the sky
darkens my head as it reflects

did I try?
to liberate you out the cage
did I mind
honestly as I went back?

so wrong I came to find you
so wrong I came to try

was I blind?
well times been running through my hands
I didn‘t find
the obvious so I began
to realize
that you’re off and gone just like the wind
but in your eyes
I should have read the opposite

didn’t you notice
I’m a little reserved
but I’m with you

purify 
the dirty stains inside my head
it’s still unright
that I’m feeling happy in this state
so I hide
into misery again
but nevermind
‘cause it all will end how it began

so wrong I came to find you
so wrong I came to try

let me fly
no matter where but far away
passing by
all the things that I pretend
after a while
you won’t miss me I know you know
that’s when I’ll
be free again and can’t let go

engines run forward to the edge
but can’t break through towards
time’s spinning round your neck