Bitter Ruin - Outrageous

I wanted to put myself in your position to figure you out
So I took a chainsaw to my skull and extracted my brain out
And something I found out in this exercise is you are alone

I wanted to think like you thought to answer some of the “whys?”
So I took a blindfold of denial and bolted it to my eyes
And what I saw was something I'd not known before that you are alone

See those pretty eyes, can be pretty green
See that pretty mouth, can be pretty mean
This boy is, this boy is outrageous

I tiptoed around you like a ballerina ‘cause I was naive
But you made me murderous, viciousness showed itself in me
Yeah it drew out a venom I'd not known about ‘cause he was alone

Yeah he took it out on me
And I took it readily
Whilst surviving this attack
I soon learned how to battle back

See those pretty eyes, can be pretty green
See that pretty mouth, can be pretty mean
This boy is, this boy is outrageous

I can't say that I know myself anymore
And I won't say that I can be repaired
But I know I've learnt from the trials that I was made to endure
Now he won't cross me, I'm angry, and he's the one that needs to be scared

See these pretty eyes, can be pretty green
See this pretty mouth, can be pretty mean
This girl is, this girl is outrageous