Blessing A Curse - Manipulator

I’m sorry for the angry kind of person that I’ve been lately
But if you think that I’m a failure you should be reminded 
You’re the reason I’m this way

I don’t give a shit about the way you look at me now
Because I lose all respect every time you open your mouth
You said that I’m good for nothing but I hope you realize
This is a broken family for which you cannot provide
This is the way I feel and if you disagree
Then you can get the fuck out of my face
For my entire life you fuckin held me back
And made me wish I could vanish without a single trace

I wanna die,
But not before I can live to see the day that you end up completely alone
Now the money’s running out
And the only thing that you ever gave me was doubt so I won’t say

I’m sorry for the angry kind of person that I’ve been lately
But if you think that I’m a failure you should be reminded
You’re the reason I’m this way

I know I will be just fine
I don’t need another manipulator in my life

Sometimes I struggle but I keep it all bottled up
‘cuz the last time I let my guard down you let me fall like a
house of cards
and ever since I’ve been picking myself back up off the ground

But I’m tired of running and hiding every time life gets too hard,
And I’m tired of constantly hearing you don’t believe I’ll make it all that far

I will live to see the day that you end up completely alone
Now the money’s out but I know there’s hope for me despite all your doubts

I’m not sorry for the angry kind of person that I’ve been lately
But if you think that I’m a failure you should be reminded
You’re the reason I’m this way

I know I will be just fine
I don’t need another manipulator in my life

You’ve been putting words in my mouth ever since I could talk
You’ve been making me crawl even when I could walk
I’m not sorry
I’m not sorry at all

I’m sorry for the angry kind of person that I’ve been lately
But if you think that I’m a failure you should be reminded
You’re the reason I’m this way

I know I will be just fine
I don’t need another manipulator in my life
I’m not sorry.