Bloodpit - Blue In The Face

Every time I do my best
 I'm not satisfied
 The stakes are high
 I do concentrate
 l'm Iearning all the time
 It's hard to get in the right mood
 Being as erratic as I am
 You know the feeling "never again" -
 That's me but I always
 Watch the rerun

 What I used to feel -
 I don't feel anymore
 What i used to see - 
 I don't see anymore

 I live my days one by one and there's no way
 I'm gonna look back now
 Inspiration moved out today
 And my mind is set on something new

 All my life I've been searching for
 Something to get completely lost with
 Shoulder to lean on is way to0 near
 You'd rather stumble and break your skin