Blue October - Black Orchid

Have you ever been so lonely
There's no one there to hold
Just pull me in or disown me
And then
Climb inside
My arms are open wide
Have a look inside

It is not that I am scared to learn
Just why I'm empty inside
Just hold my hand to show some concern
If I live or die
My eyes are are open wide
Help me look inside

I hear the water drip from the faucet
It's sweetly falling into
Who know
I'm gently closing the closet
And I fall to the floor
And crawl to my room

The thought of ending it soon
Just let me sleep in my room

Hear me CRY...

No, I hear a knock at the front door
Don't come in
I try to look at you but I can't stop shaking
Leave me alone just go away
Mother I'm soo scared
I'm so scared

An empty bed but all of my sheets are gone
They're wrapped around me and you
All is quiet but the drop of my gun
'Cause I...
I want to belong to someone
But maybe life's not for everyone.