Blue October - My Never

Will you think of me in time?
It's never my luck so never mind,
I wanna say your name
But the pain starts again,
It's never my luck so never mind

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I had a dream that you were with me,
It wasn't my fault
You rolled me over, flipped me over
Like a somersault,
That doesn't happen to me,
I've never been here before
But I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her heaven

Will you wait for me in time?
It's never my luck so never mind,
I've lost a lot of what I don't expect to ever return,
I tend to push them
Till the pushing's turned from hurt into burn,
I always take them to that place
They thought they wanted to go
Then end up dancing round,
This clown commands applause at his show

[Chorus]

I can only dream of you and sleep but
I'd never see sunlight again,
I can try to be with you, but somehow
I'll end up just losing a friend,
I can only reach for you, relate to you,
I'm losing my friend
Where did she go? Where?

[Chorus]

Would you let me in your heaven?
I wanna live inside your heaven