Blue October - Weight Of The World

I black out in the room again 
Busted lip and broken skin 
I wake up in the bathroom 
And dare not bother asking 
Why the mirror's cracked and all I see 
Are shards of glass inside of me 

This voice is there to dare me 
My father's here to scare me 

And my mother she sits beyond the door 
She's curled up, crying on the floor 
"Look at what our son's done, 
When the weight of all the world's gone wrong." 
It's gone wrong again
Gone fucking wrong 
It's gone wrong again

Liars they leave a guilty trail 
Let me tell you something people,
I've been lying for fucking years 
That must be why I'm standing in this space

Di, di, Disregarding that I've created these monsters 
Their on fucking both of my sides 
So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes 
From all four of their eyes 

And while I wait for wounds to heal 
I see you by the window sill 
Your heart's torn out, a plastic spoon 
When honesty lit up that room 
So I stole the pillowcase to clean 
This mess I'd made of someone's dream 
Now you see what I've done 

When the weight of all the world's gone wrong 
It's gone wrong again
Gone fucking wrong
It's gone all wrong again 

This room is old and wise 
And I fall into the bed and wonder, 
"How did I get here?" 
The little boy who would argue with a tree

Just fucking thump his head and he'll turn back to normal 
So why is this what I see? 

Don't bother trusting 
Don't bother waiting 
Don't bother changing things that won't give in to changing. 
Just let me go away. 
I'm packed. Whenever.
I'm down. Whenever
Let's go...let's really, really go.